Saturday, January 18, 2014

The Scent of a Woman

“Sir, you want to go to office?”
“No, the work has been completed yesterday. I’ve got the whole day off. Mr Bajpayee, the MD has allowed me to keep the car and you for the whole day to myself.”
“Yes, I was instructed to take you wherever you want. Where do you want to go Sir? Lalbagh, ISKCON temple, Bannerghata National Park, …”
“No. Am not going to those places. Take me to the Forum mall in Kormangala.”
“Sure sir. You want to meet anyone there?”
“Maybe, or search for something. Let’s go.”
“Chalo Sir. When is your flight btw?”
“It’s tonight at 7pm.”
“Ok Sir. We have enough time.”


“Welcome to CCD in Forum mall, Sir. What can I get for you?”
“Umm, get me a regular coffee please”
“Ok Sir, please be seated.”


“Did you meet your friend in Forum Mall, Sir?”
“No, not really. I did not go there to meet anyone”
“Oh right, you said you’d be searching for something.”
“Umm, yes. Couldn’t find it.”
“Ok, so where do you want to go now?”
“Thippasandra”
“You know Thippasandra!!! Had you been in Bangalore before?”
“I stayed here for 3 years Suresh.”
“Wow Sir, I thought you are a Delhite”
“Nope, my initial location was in Bangalore.”
“When did you leave Bangalore?”
“4 years back.”
“You got transferred?”
“Ah, not really, I changed the company.”
“Oh, do you like it in Delhi Sir? I heard the climate is not as good as here.”
“Are you from Bangalore?”
“Mysore, Sir.”
“No. I don’t like Delhi at all. In fact, I never believed I’d get settled in Delhi.”
“Then, why did you leave, Sir? Didn’t you find any other good company here?”
“Not that Suresh. It was not possible for me to stay in Bangalore any longer.”
“Oh. Ok.”


“Excuse me, which is the way to Thippasandra post office?”
“To your right, Sir.”
“Thank you, and one more thing. There used to be a Annapurna Ladies PG here. Does it still exist?”
“Yes, take the road just opposite to the Post Office. You’ll find a four storied green building.”
“Thanks”


“I guess you did not find what you were searching for Sir.”
“No.”
“Where do we go now?”
“Indiranagar, 12th main.”


“Mr Ramchandran?”
“Yes.”
“Can you recognize me?”
“Ah, oh yes. You must be Mr Banerjee. Worked at IBM”
“Right, I was your tenant 4 years back.”
“I remember. Come in. How are you?”
“Am good. How are you Mr Ramachandran? How’re your wife and son?”
“My wife passed away last year. My son is still in US. San Jose. He bought a house there. Did you know of my grandchild?”
“Ah, am sorry to hear of Mrs Ramachandran. What happened to her? I knew about your grandchild. He was born just before I left.”
“Right. Anuradha had a heart attack. Never knew it could happen to her. She was so fit. Used to walk every morning in the park.”
“Hmm.”
“Anyway, are you moving back to Bangalore?”
“Nope, am here just for the day for some work.”
“Ah. I see. Nice to see you again.”
“Nice to see you. Can I please take a tour of the house where I stayed?”
“You see, it’s Thursday. Am sure, the current tenants are at work now and have locked the door. It’s unethical for me to open the house in their absence. Sorry, Mr Banerjee.”


“Goodbye Sir. When you visit Bangalore again, let me know. Here’s our cab service card with my name and number.”
“Thanks Suresh. You have been really helpful.”
“Have a safe trip Sir.”


As soon as I took my seat, numbered 5A, in the Spicejet non-stop flight to Indira Gandhi International Airport, I got the smell. The smell I had been searching for throughout the city today. The smell, which used to attract me four years back and the smell, which has haunted me for the past four years. I looked at my co-passenger’s seat. There was a copy of Dan Brown’s Inferno lying there. Yes, the smell was emanating from the book. I bent down and inhaled. It’s the same smell. My heart started beating faster. My palms were dry. Is it? Will it be? Would we fly together? What should I say? “Hi, how are you?” Would I be ignored?
A twenty-something girl with colored hair and a “Pink Floyd” T shirt took the seat. She picked up the book, smiled at me forcing me to return the courteous smile and started reading. I buckled myself up and closed my eyes. It’d be wise to concentrate only on my olfactory perception.






30 comments:

  1. ki boli bolo toh.. ato jotil othocho nishpap feelings egulo..kano khujchhi na bujhei khuje berai, ar oi khuje pele tokhon o rokkha nei..confusion, haalka bhoy, tension.. golpota ki sotyi golpo? ke jane..boddo bastob ar boddo bhalo.. kosto holo.. :'(

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  3. amaar baba transferd hoye giyechilo to another city. ami saradin babar "smell" khujtaam. jedin prothom biye hoye bangalore elam, kolkata'r "smell" khujtaam. its a perception that connnects us to people/memories/objects without betraying our identities. beautiful kanad

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  4. Kanad, darun likhechhis to! .. Excellent ..

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  5. Eta gola hoyechhe. Khub gripping style ar page-turner (or page-scroller). I'm impressed.

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  6. Very nice :) It reminds me of my present situation (the smell part) since I'm away from my SO right now. It does however, reflect the life story of a couple of people I had the fortune/misfortune to know... I guess everyone has that kind of a friend... very well written Kanad.

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  7. Awsadharon Kanad da !! How simple .... yet so deep !!

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  8. Wow! Daroon laglo, Kanad. Ki simple, othocho ki chhunye gelo mon ke! :)

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  9. short.. simple.. sweet.. like the scent, the story still lingers in the thoughts of the reader once she has finished reading it :)

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  10. Darun re! Shotyii "relocation" is not as easy as it sounds :)

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  11. khub sundor, eto chhotto othocho bheeshon poignant

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  12. “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

    ― Neil Gaiman, The Sandman, Vol. 9: The Kindly Ones

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